Giving Up

It has been a long week. In one class this week we were called into a different way of disagreeing, into a different way of listening, and into silence. It was the most disrupting peace I have experienced in a long time.

I left with this overwhelming desire to just give up...in a good way. I battle so much within myself, and sitting in silence made me desire real rest. Since that moment of release, this has been my theme song...Slow Motion by David Gray.

While I was watching, you did a slow dissolve

While I was watching, you did a slow dissolve

While I was watching, you did a slow dissolve

Did I imagine, or do the walls have eyes

Did I imagine they held us hypnotized

Did I imagine, or do the walls have eyes

Life in slow motion, somehow it don't feel real

Life in slow motion, somehow it don't feel real

Life in slow motion, somehow it don't feel real

Snowflakes are falling, I'll catch them in my hands

Snowflakes are falling, I'll catch them in my hands

Snowflakes are falling, now your my longlost friend